I understand how you feel OP. I noticed how toxic this game can be on my everyday life and how it can effect my mood and behaviour. I have a love and hate relation with this game. Its great, fun game most of the time, but its also very addicting. You start losing, but cant quit the game and start rageing. You uninstall the game, but install it again a few days later becouse you are addicted and know you can do better. This circle contineous and you lose valuable time of you life that you could spend elsewhere.